AARGHHH~!!!
i'm now slacking at my lovely lovely meiling's hse...lol.eating choco ice cream now sia...**slURp**Envy??lol. HAven being blogging these few days cuz my freaking com is down~!GrrRRR..tuuuuupiD Com..going to tear it into pieces soon. *_*
Anyways, going to watch passion of christ later at hercom, scared tat i'll cry sia..hmmPhz..But looking forward to the show cuz i realli wanna know more about how Jesus laid aside his pride and died fpr us at the cross...
Okie dokie~!! tats enuff for the daY~! ByebYe~!!^_^
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Sunday, March 28, 2004
MaJor-stinko-daY
I clumsily overturn a plate of 'kuey' and all the freaking oil poured onto my darling skirt! I look like a major freako with a dirty skirt and a pair of bright pink slippers(cuz i dun wanna wear heels so i woar my auntie's slipper..)Imagine mi wearing sleeveless black t shirt with a green long skirt n a pink slippers??lol. Look like a nut walking in the mall and in the end gta hide behind my big size uncle cuz i saw a Phs friend.hee..scared wait she laugh at me so bo bian gta hide.Cant blame alot of pple giving me weird stares todae..esp aunties..lol..
Didnt go for easter training todae ...partially lazy cuz i dont wanna move my arse out of the comfy bed . ^-^ Anyways..wanna slp lo..nitey~!
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004
Yaba daBA Doo~!! ^-^
Slacking slacking slacking at home sweet home now..dont feel like goin out..had my arse glued on the seat and my eyes pasted on the computer screen.lol.
Wonder how is Andy's driving test yesterdae..hope tat he didnt knock down any lamp post..if not the tester's life will be in danger..lol.i think im crapping here cuz im too bored le..lif3 totally boring when we dunno wat to do.-_- Boring day. SOmeone pls save me from the boredom tats killing me~!!!
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004
HAd a fun da3 at work today..didnt feel a tiny bit of boredom in me cuz tat andy is always entertaining me with his funny actions n lame jokes..lol.--Evil laughter--ahhas..force him to treat me & ci hui lunch todae..poor dud3..^-^
Toda3 would prob be the last day i'll be working with andy n all the aunties there..**sad **sad** They r all so fun n cute..nvm nvm..--pats my back--can visit them on sunda3 :)
hmm hmm...**Cheers~!!** MEiling is ending her work on wed then we can hang out all we wan~! FInally..-_-" Hope tat i can ton at her hse tml..cuz i think i would not hav much chance again after i move hse moreover after our sch starts, that would be even more worse..
i've not being doing my Qt for a long long time..feeling guilty but i cant bring myself to do it, dunno y ..?_? Juz read newapaper and realize tat in a certain country, the fight between muslim n christian had ended in the death of a lot of pple..a muslim man had chased 4 boys into ice water and 3 had died as a result.Realli saddening to hear these but itz all part of God's plan.Y cant all the suffering n all the riots stop? I really want peace to be everywhere but when tat comes, i'm afraid tat the end of time is coming as to what i've predicted from the bible. I dunno if i'm right or wrong but the bible hadstated tat when we say' hey, there's peace in the world' , then the end of time will sneak in like a thief n land unexpectedly.A part of me want that day to come earlier but another part fears for it.I want tat day to come faster cuz i want to end all the suffering around.But another part fears for it cuz i dont wan to part with my beloved family members.Esp my grandma.I really love her and hope tat she can accept christ again.I dont even know whether im ready for the day..i doubt so.
Anyways, juz pray that i'll persevere on in the LOrd and also that my family members and all my close ones will grow to love the Lord more n more... ^-^
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Sunday, March 21, 2004
chin wan teng, your score is: 33 (out of 72)
chin wan teng, you've found your own style exactly and you know exactly what you want. If everyone around you is wearing hip hop clothes, then you keep against it with glitter glamour or classic outfits. You can trust your taste when it comes to fashion and style. Your most important goal is to feel good in your skin and in your clothes. That proves a true personality. And if at times you are unsure about something, then you ask your friends for advice. You know that nobody is perfect.
chin wan teng, You scored 55 percent in this test!
chin wan teng, your witty comments and your seductive looks hit the bulls-eye every time. If somebody knows how to flirt then it's you. No matter if your heartthrob is shy or a go-getter, you know exactly how to bring him out of his shell and twist him around your little finger. When you're interested in somebody, you'll really get things moving. Because you are sensitive and know how to put yourself into your heartthrob's position, it's easy for you to give attention to your partner.
chin wan teng, your score is: 42 (out of 64)
chin wan teng, others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
Sailor Mercury. You're the brain of the group and keep them all focused. You control the power of water/ice.
Yoz..being a few days since i last posted.No time to post cuz i was totally deadbeat.Got lotsa thingy to say man..hmm..tat day for cell outing i went crabby hunting~!! Hmm..even though i got a terrible sunburnt on my hand n face, i had great fun with the peeps there n joshua n joel is the fisherman of the day~! lol.caught alot of crabs man..then we 'peng kang' them to makan...
Yummie..tasted great n im going to bugged my daddy to go n catch crab with mi often ..lol.
yesterdae went to eunice's 'cinderella' concert~~was totally great n the dancers very handsome!!Haas..even though stoning thru the part when the prince and cinderella was dancing non stop but the rest was good.The dancing steps were breath taking and i think im going to send my brother to learn ballet soon..hee**evil laughter**Haiyoyo.."sumone' lost her wallet yesterdae n in the end gta wait until i grow algae ..:p But in the end got free trip home so still not so bad lei...lol.^-^
School's goin to start soon n we r soon going to concentrate on diff thingy..hope tat our frendship will still remain the same as ever k peeps??!!(toking to those 'u noe whu' pple..)^-^ Even thou we guys may seemed to lose contact in the future or watever..cuz im going to move hse soon n we are moving on into diff schs..juz be sure tat when u guys r down or in need of help, we will always be there for each other :) i'll keep u guys in prayer n love ya guys lots.U guys r realli a great blessing in my lif3.--smiles--*huggs*
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Thursday, March 18, 2004
goodie goodie da3 at work wif andy..always so fun with him around..lol.He kept on pestering me to work with him laa..cuz if i'm not working a auntie will take over then he darn scared he will be bored to death..-_-" HAiz..watever man..i realli am bz nowadays..dunno y also..:p Wan to work also cannot eh..Headache ..
You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is the most free-spirited and adventurous. You like camping, hiking, or interaction with other people. Your a social butterfly, but not because of your style, but because of your willingness to communicate with everyone. You probably have close friends who can rely on you because you always seem to know whats going on in the world. You love music and are free- spirited and someone fun to be around. A born leader and great explorer-dont ever change-the world needs more people like you.
My com is totally unforgivable..auto shut off hafway when i was blogging yesterdae,..everything was gone in a flash n i almost threw my com downstairs in a fury of anger...lol.Blogged a lot of thingys yeaterdae but since i cant remb it anyway..so nvm ba..-_-
Anyways todae had a goodie goodie dae at work..i changed to work at Vivie..the storeroom of vivie was horrendous..i think i havta be like hongbin's height in order to survive..~!! THe shoes were incredibly HIGH n i practically got to use the highest n longest ladder that i can find..i almost fall flat on my butt n God knows wat will happen if i were to fall down..i think my head will grow flowers..:p Darn scared when i was climbing the ladder cuz i almost toppled over once..PhEW..
Anyways..todae had a fun time wif lina n all the aunties there..lol.Hmm..then went out wif chickie head after tat and although juz walk around..had a fun time catching up with him n all the things tat had being happening around..Hope tat God will touch his heart once again n dont let him have hard feelings towards churches..^-^ God bless~!
Tml got work again~!!This whole week is sooooo packed~!!--pulls hair~!--Hope tat tml will be a fun da3 n Oh ya~!Tml i will be working wif my eye candy~!YEahs~!
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Monday, March 15, 2004
YoohOo..i went to body world toda3~! Finally gt a chance to visit the place after so much of yearning.lol.^-^ Hmm..not veri impressive but i still enjoyed the foetus and camel section..Cant believed that they actually preserved a whole baby n adult camel~~ ~!Looks disgusting but definately an eye opener for me :P Oh man..the many intestines i saw today reminds me of 'guo tiao'...eee...i think im going to have 'guo tiao' phobia liaoz..In fact all the food tat i eat todae practically juz reminds me of the diff organs tat i saw todae lo..--shivers--
I think i gt to bugged my dady to stop smoking cuz after looking at the smokers lung tat was so blackish todae realli eeks mi off...look like a lump 'of black thing' EEeee...dun talk abt it le..goin to puke soon..
Went to the fishie world with joey..actually cant go but cant reject when someone offers to pay haf for mi rite??lol.I'm beginning to fall in lurve wif guppies~! They r so colourful n cute~~pretty fishies~~ Saw nemo today but cant buy cuz they r the salt water fishes..HAiz..anyway, think joey wan to kill mi le cuz i was like yelling'hey this one cheap~! TAt one nice~!'in the end he spent quite a bomb on lotsa stuffs..lol.
im so hungry now man..woke up at 10pm..im super duper alert nw ..think i cant hang on until 4++....tml still gt work..hope tat itz not going to b a long n boring da3 cuz my eye candy is going to be there~! ^-^ Nitey~!
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Saturday, March 13, 2004
When God ran
Almighty God, the great I Am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome lord
Victorious warrior commanding kind of kings, mighty conqueror
(chorus)
And the only time, the only time I ever saw Him run
Is when He ran to me, took me in his arms
Held my head to his chest, said my son's come home again
Looked at my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in his voice he said son, do you know I still love you
It caught me by surprise, brought me to my knees
When God ran
The day I left home, I knew I had broken his heart
I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night, I remembered his love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
(chorus)
I saw Him run to me
It caught me by surprise
Brought me to my knees
When God ran
This is a beautiful song..peepz out there pls dl this song..super duper nice. Used to sing in my old church ..totally cool. ^-^
lotsa thingy went on in church today, layen(dunno hw to spell her name) got married today..she was so pretty n her husband is so cute..lol..raymond said tat her husband cannot laugh when crossing the road cuz he cannot c the cars.. (cuz cant c his eyes when he laugh..-_-")
Then went for the easter thingy..man..the room was like an oven.Baking us alive in there.We all successfully emerge as roasted pigs after tat n went to shalom for our own personal prac.onli got 2 altos today, practically got to scream if i wanted to be heard cuz got too many supranos.HAIZ.
Responsibilies are climbing up n i'm beginning to feel the stress.Hope that it will be better after the easter.^-^
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Friday, March 12, 2004
GRr..tat daddy of mine..actually snatch tv wif mi.That guy.-_-"
Dunno wats so nice abt 'ah chen', i was practically enjoying the american idol n laughing my head off when he came n change the channel..--fr0wns-- I was like 0_0 wat the...
Anyways..i did a test juz nw..abt my character n stuffs..n guess wat?? THe test says tat im a TEACHER again..im like (?_?) HUh??TEacher again??Dont tell mi im realli meant to be a teacher in the days to come..Anyways, watever it is..i think it GOd's plan n im sure he wont make mi suffer one rite??:P
You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you, you are always right at his or her heels! Your deep social connection with human beings produces your qualities of genuine caring and charisma. However, at times you are naive to the true nature of your loved ones. Remember that humans' gift of free will does not always lead them in wise directions. But your essence of love and friendship represent the other precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a strikingly valuable and innocent being who has a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for freaking ever to create)
HaiZ..im practically rotting at home nw..with nothing to do n nothing to eat..think i can dang xian ..-_-"
Yesterdae was a hell of a day for me..my tuition class was in chaos..as usual..i was wondering if in the months to come cindy would be too bz to come then i was wondering how on earth am i going to handle my class..guess i'll havta bring cane to class le. --siGHs--
I've lose track of how much i'm actually spending on my hp every mth n gt a scolding frm my dad...--pulls hair--all my probs in life caused mi to get insomia last night..couldnt sleep at all..n i ended up staring at the starless sky outside my window for dunno hw long be4 i FINALLY dozed off..currently tired but couldnt sleep at the same time..had alot on my mind,guess its one of the 'downs' in my life..
How many times have you told me you love her?
As many times as I wanted to tell you the truth.
How long have I stood here beside you?
I lived through you, you looked through me.
Ooo, Solitude
Still with me is only you
Ooo, Solitude
I can't stay away from you
How many times have I done this to myself?
How long will it take before I see?
When will this hole in my heart be mended?
Who now is left alone but me?
Ooo, Solitude
Forever me and forever you
Ooo, Solitude
Only you, Only true
Everyone leaves me stranded,
forgotten, abandoned
left behind.
I can't stay her another night
Your secret admirer, who could it be?
Can't you you see all along it was me?
How can you be so blind as to see right through me?
Solitude
Still with me is only you
Ooo, solitude
I can't stay away from you
Solitude
Forever me and forever you
Ooo, Solitude
Only you, Only true
This new setting is a total headache..i cant even get the music going..Grr..gta leave that to all my com pro frends..:p
Rain rain go away..come again another dae..WAt a rainy da3 todae man..my bro was complaining to mi abt the playground being flooded..(^-^) I was like ok..wel...heard frm the news tat itz going to carry on for a few days..--pulls hair-- now tat will be a big prob..cuz i got work tml n i HATE carrying umbrellas~!!Tml is gonig to be a blur dae for mi cuz i noe nuts abt the job..My mum was like 'tml u go n ask them can liaoz..'(?_?)
Haiz..i juz lectured sumbody..i dun wanna name but i lecture'sumebody' is becus of a gd cause..i've given 'sumbody' my piece of mind and hope tat 'sumbody' understands..well well..getting rather messy le..cuz got so mani 'sumbody' around..lol..Well well..it doesnt feel good being sandwiched in the middle n sumtimes knowing too much isnt the best of things...
Anyways..thanks melz for ur wonderful comment on how u feel abt mi..i realli appreciate it n man.the music in ur blogg makes mi even wan to cry..hahas..Realli wanna thank God for a wonderful frend like u..even thou sumtimes u realli drive mi nuts..lol..Anyways..i dont think im tat good as u had described mi..in fact i think u r far more beter than mi.('',)
Well well..if i were to start saying how i feel abt u..i think i would end up in a lot of pages man..ahhas..SoO..i'll juz sum up in a few words.. " Best frends are hard to come by and God is so nice as to let mi have u drop by in my lif3...I love u buddy n lets continue the work of God hand in HAnd k??" Hmm.i created this myself but i hope tat u will get wat i mean..--smil3s--
God bless everyone around me and hope tat tml will be a nice day for everyone..['u']
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Saturday, March 06, 2004
'Come to the life-giver..life giver..'HAhas..juz learnt this new song frm the adults ministry todae,super niceie song but darn hard to master~!!Esp when im in the auto section..always got all the weird weird pitch tat i havta remb..['',] Anyways..todae had a good experience going to sing wif the adults choir..oh man.they sing until the whole room can collapse lo..soo nice n impactful~!!Hmm..no la...all of us were like complaining when we com out onli lo....:p
Hey u noe wat???
We save cats todae~!!!Its liek the cats were stuck on the sloping balcony then itz either they jump back onto the balcony or they drop frm the first floor to the ground level lo..Its like suicidal la..if they realli drop to the first floor..then the aunty was like holding a net to catch them lo..then another aunty use a broom to push the cats off the balcony..
HAhs..joey to the rescue~!! He went to help then in the end the cats were saved~ --pats ya back--wEll done brother~! hahas..i was like practically screaming wif eunice throughout the whole thing lo.esp the moment when the cat fell off the balcony..--sweats--The cats darn funni sia..they ran like hell the moment they landed safely...ahhas...dun think they will ever dare to climb trees again cuz they afraid of heights liaoz..hahas
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Friday, March 05, 2004
Haiz..feeling rather troubled by all the thingy tat is happening around mi..my frends my family blar blar..Dun wanna tok in detail but i juz feel tat humans is ever changing..they can never stay the same for long and the heart of human is weak..they give in easily to temptations and cant resists for long no matter how holy they may seem to be.I can also frankly sae tat if temptations were to come in my way, i cant stand firm too.My parents r driving mi nuts.Juz quarrelled wf my mum on last wed cuz of the stupid bank thingy.I was juz like telling her abt the transfering of funds frm daddy's a/c then she was like screaming'can u stop mentioning abt daddy?' i was like wat the ....y cant i mention him?Wats the big prob abt mentioning him? i got soo pissed att i was practically yelling at her in the public,i feel bad but she was so unreasonable.
That dae i was reading the bible...i came to one verse" money is the root of all evil" i totally agree wif tat as days seem to pass...my parents had a lot of $$ probs wif mi. I was juz wondering if they really love mi cuz when u love ur kids, u woulc gif them ur best rite? But my mum would always sae tat she has no money then will try to find excuse to cut down my allowance.I'm totally sick to hear all her bloody excuses n i sumtimes really feel totally disgusted.I dunno how am i going to survive as days goes by..im moving house soon..im realli going to miss my old room..everything here..haiz.Moving is inevitable n i wonder how my new place will look like.
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Thursday, March 04, 2004
Grrr~!!! I deleted away my entry by accident~!!! Nw gta retype everything again le..Anyways had a terrible tuition todae cuz all the kids were practically havoc-in around...--pulls hair--There were practically 10++ kids running around n i think i can realli go mad sia..then guess watt??in the end we ended up singing n playing balloon in the room~!!! -_-" iTs like wat the....
Haiz..okie..wat time is it??iTs quizzie time~!
Your Energy is Yellow. You are generous, bright, and expressive. An excellent communicator, you keep your audience captivated with your animated storytelling. Sometimes you talk too much, but when you learn to listen you will be sought out for your talents to advise.
The communications field appeals to you as a profession. Public speaking, writing, radio, acting or teaching would also be good career choices.
You are the Goddess of Air. You are very intuaitive. You inspire other Goddesses since without you nothing would exist. Your make sure you are always intuned to your spirtaulality. Your most definatly one of the most Wisest and highest consciousness of the Four Goddesses.
Other Air Goddesses Aradia, Arianrhod, Athena, Nuit, Urania
You are a strike to the heart. You make the heart stop and ultimately cause death. *deet deet deet deet deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* Yup, that's your favorite noise.
You are a normal angel. Innocent and pure. Full of light and hope. You love to be around others, and really know how to have a good time. You enjoy hanging around with mortals. You like ti sing, which you are great at, and like to have others near you. People are naturally attracted to your bubbly personaliy, and love to be around you. Normal angels are always popular, and have lots of fans. You are happy go lucky, with an interesting out look on the world.
Though you have experienced pain, that is all behind you now. You see the bright side to things, and are always there to help a person in need. You are quite pretty, with a childish air, though you know more than others think.
You are a really friendly person. But can be a tad selfish at times.
~Ph3w~ i JUz sent my application form..i juz got this feeling tat i'll end up in Rp lohz..haiz..but i havta put aside the sch cuz i realli die die muz also get into biomedical science ..cuz i realli hav the pasion for tat course, so havta sacrifice the sch abit.. :(
Well well..dunno y but feeling abit vexed nw..haiz.. muz be of the choosing of the courses thingy..whatever the outcome is..im sure God has a reason for tat..Rite?? *_* OKie dokie..dun tok abt this le.over liaoz..
Oh ya..todae i finally managed to quit my job~! And it was so unexpected cuz Mr gevan came to mi in the morning n whispered" Abigail..im going to quit todae.." i was like HUh??!! U quitting be4 i do??Wat will happen to us if u r gone?? Thinking back it was kinda funny cuz we had always wanted to stay on the job cuz of mr gevan then nw he was like encouraging us to quit together wif him..ahhas
Anyways..this company realli cant make it man..the bosses r pathetic..the the pay unimaginable..BUT..i've learnt alot of thingy frm this job also..i've learnt to communicate more effectively,learnt to cherish someone when they are gone (Mr Gevan), becoming less racist n also got to know a few new places of singapore..well well..balance up n i still think i gain abit bit more laa.....well well....i'll miss Mr gevan ..he's migrating to Melborne soon..i MUST keep in contact wif him cuz if nxt time i going to meborne..i can look for him there n he can halp mi get jobs also..:)
Frankly if not for all the bosses thingy..the transportation fees.i kinda like my working environment..duno y but itz my 1st time liking an office job sia..**scratch head** weird man..Anyways..i'll miss susie also..n everyone else there(esp the computer~!! Cuz its sooooo FAst~!!!) :p
Okie dokie..hope tat i can get a new job AGAIN..-_-"
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Monday, March 01, 2004
Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure Angels always appear when a child is born, when a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and show their love to everyone in the world.
Haiyoyo.more n more pple noe my bloggy le..**headache** ~bleaHs~ Dunch care laa.Anyway, im like slacking in my office nw sia..shiok rite??Working still can blog in sia..HAhas. :P Envy??
Hmm..yesterdae work was terrible~!! i think we travelled half the Singapore liao lo..we practically walk the entire little india yesterdae juz to look for a street name lo..so mani blangadesh..c liao also scared~~ :| Then when we walked past a small alley..we actually saw a blangadesh peeing in the public~! lUckily his back was to us if not i think iwill scream lo..**shiVers** OKie la..walking in little india make mi a little less racist cuz the pple there kinda friendly n nice..we were kinda lost mahz..then kept on askin directions.they veri de nice lo..:)
HAiz..this is a veri expensive job man..cuz i spent $6++ on transportation fees yesterdae~! And no reimbursement summore..the boss's insouciance realli pissed mi off sia..GrrGRr..Dunno can hang on for hw long be4 i declare myself bankrupt..HAiz..okie dokie..beta go le.wait boss scold scold..Ciaos!~!
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SUNKISSED*ME
NAme:ChinNy CHin CHin
School:Republic Poly year 3!
Affliations: Yishun Christian Church(anglican) and RP CrusadE!
LOves: GOD and my bros and sis in Christ!
Hometown:woodlands!!
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