oooh lala! SUNKISSED*

Thursday, July 28, 2005

life's pretty alright.being resting at home cuz of my tummy. thank God that its alright nw after taking the medication frm the hospital.hahas.if not doc says that i have to be admitted and that they will have to flush my intestines.OUCh. NONO. lols.anyways..had sch..had fun.Lols. oh no..going to marina to do the sign language thingy and i've not yet memorise a single thing! im So going to die.LOLS.still say wat want to set a guiness world record.like so dots.Lols.

there'e something that i really have to thank God for. i want to thank God for giving me aunty sharon and uncle andy. they are really a big blessing to the family...:) seriously, without them, this family will crush and fall. without them, i might land up fainting on the streets due to my tummy ache..thank God for making them care soo much for me and my family even though we are not their children ..but only their niece and nephew. *smiles.* well..shant speak more..lazy to type. onli those who understand me will know how it feels..yea~ :)

cant wait for cell games tml! *beams*

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

im back! life have being happening man.Hhas.had fun on fri..fun on sat and fun today!hoho.lazy to say though. Boo. :P but i did catch up with alot of frends and its total coolness~ *Smiles. anyways, diarrhoea is still going on..*roars.* this is the 4th time that i've seen a doc.somebody save me....*bleahs.

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

yoyo..im back. didnt update yest cus i was too tired after coming back from fellowship with melz,soobs and vans. had a great time with them!ahhas.catching up with soobs is one of the best things to do..lols.cuz she will always introduce great food and great place to slack.lols. *miss her!* anyways, had fun yakking away and telling her about all the funny and stupid things that i did during mission trip.lol.total madness. then went home feeling great! :)

oh yahs. tummy's feeling weird lately. hmm. i had diarrhoea for 4 days then constipation for 3 days. Now is okay but tummy hurts like many times per day with no reason at all. Hmm.ouch. :P

lols. me and bra went nuts today.during class too sianz then we took bus to go bowling! loLS. all the rest cant go cuz they havnt finish their work yet.hoho. shall update the pics tml or something..ahhas.had fun la..that crazy woman and i..Lols. something REAL funny happened yest! Hhas. me and bra went to the loo..then she put her WHOLE leg into the basin to wash..then she was like cursing all the mosquitoes that had bitten her leg when suddenly...we heard a sound..

a loud breathing sound..'woo hoo woo hoo' * try to imagine kaes?* then i got really scared and thought that its a ghost of something cus we thought that no one was in the toilet other than us..then i wanted to hold the door and run away when bra scream. wah liew..scare the shit out of me! hahas. then i screamed and ran too.almost bang into the wooden door. -_-

then went back and grabbed yingying and candy and more to go back to the loo.LOLS.yingying thought that no one was inside but when she pushed open the door and saw a ger inside..she squat down and screamed.wah liew.scare us man! ahhas.

haiya.we actually noe that gurl that was in the toilet..she got anoraexia..she will puke wat whatever she eat ..no wonder we heard that sound.hoho.total hilarious.we were like laughing like mad in the toilet about how dumb we can get.LOLS.we must have help her in puking more when she heard us screamed.lOls.we scream until the entire level can hear sia..*throw face.* lOLs.

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

from now on i shall post a scenery pic everydae..to let u guys marvel at the beautiful creations of God. lol.

anyways..had an interesting lesson today, learnt about blood pressure and the many factors about it..wow. i love learning about these stuffs man.ahhas.had fun in class with my classmates..all of them are so lovable..LOls.anyways..then went to meet mummy after class for shopping and makan! hahas. bought bras..ahhas. and one top from topshops.lOls. anyways..had a great meal at last..wah liew.the fried rice that i ate during break is totally inedible. :( bleahs.!

boarded the bus on the way home and saw.....sin yi! hahahs. she was sooo shocked to see me and me too!!!!!! hahas.. and know wat? she like stay 2 blks away from me only!!!!!!!!!!!WAh!
ahhahahha. she keep laughing at me laa..super funny gurl..LOLS. its like i can go and slack at her hse whenever i wan le!lOls.we click so well..thank God we met ..*cheerios*

im going for meta 05! cant wait for this camp!lOls.! every crusader should go! *smiles!

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Monday, July 18, 2005

i like this picture..nice. :)

yupps. today went to class..then tummy got really painful in the midst of ut..then called my daddy to pick me up from school then bring me to see a doctor. being running in and out of toilet these 4 days..boo. up to 10 times per day.hahas. (_/_) painful.. :P anyways, its some problem with the lack of good bacteria in my intestines due to the operation that i had..lols.im feeling much better after taking the medication and after sleeping from 2 to 6 pm. hoho.

anyways! happy birthday matty!!! u are finally 13 years old!!! study hard!! *smiles!

Hmm..talked with my mum and realise that the brother - in law of her friend had fell and hit some part of the nose that caused him to have heart problems..he cant live for long and if they were to change a fake heart for him,it will cost about 100 000 dollars. its really so heart wretching to hear such a thing..my mum couldnt take it when she saw how the wife cired at the hos that day..well..really have to pray for him..oh yahs..going to visit my granny tml~ i miss her soo much. its being like 5 days since i last saw her.. :(

tml got UT! argh! so stressed yet lazy. help~~~~

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

the july event past so fast ...it only seemed like yeaterdae when we started the rehearsals..im going to miss those rehearsals really badly..hmm.everyone was fantastic yesterdae! hahas. everyone was so great..the numbers that came was really overwhelming.lOls. 19 of my friends came! thank you God! even friends of friends came~ahhas. :)

had a busy and tiring day yest..went to sleep over at eunice's hse..ahhas.had fun with those 2 crazy woman.Lols. service was great! hahas. im still having diarrhoea.3 days liao eh.haiyo.

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Friday, July 15, 2005

ooo.. im having diarrhoea this morning..went in and out of toilet like a thousand times.Lols.tummy feeling funny nw. help~~woohoo.

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

dunno wats up with me today. felt so happy on the surface but bitter inside.today was a great day but dunno how come i was super bitter and sad in my heart.i was laughing the whole day and mixing well with people and friends from rp and tp and class mates, but still, my heart is saddened.beats me why im feeling like this...

thanks GOD! over 20 of my friends have agreed to come for the july concert! consists of my pri school friends, childhood friends, sec sch friends, crusade friends and am still thinking of inviting my family. :) thank you Lord for using me. *cheerios

went home after dinner..was thinking about tons of stuffs..walked slowly and quietly and suddenly i enjoyed being alone and quiet. that day saw a dead body under one blk in the morning when im going to sch..they had a funeral today. i alighted the bus and as i walked past the funeral, i peered in and the person who died is a buddhist. my heart ache for him. cuz i realise that another person have not received christ and will never ever have the chance again. i teared as i walked home. i actually cried for a person that i did not know..maybe plus all the sadness in my heart that have being accumulated over today..thats y i find myself so vulnerable to cry.

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

school's boring as usual...but its people like your friends that makes the day..ahhas! here are some lame pics that moosieeee....shu en and i have! hahhas.

took it in class..was too bord i think.LOL.

its me and gracie! tuupid mus make me laugh until so ugly..ahhas.

bermuda triangle on moosiee face! lols.

mossiiie n shu en!

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wah!ahhahas. camera nt big enuff..moose face too big alreadi..:P

me and darling shu en!

lOls.moose secretly set this pic as my screen saver! scare the shit out of me.

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Monday, July 11, 2005

a couple of things happened today that caused my heart to crumple~

firstly would be the Rp ministry... we are growing in numbers but not spiritually..and dear irene and cayln are flying off tml to US for 3 long weeks....how are we going to survive like this? how i pray that i can have the determination to be disciplined enough to write an encouragement email and send it to all..:) we are drifting..not as close as what we used to be..we are lying to each other..and that is what makes me even sadder. today i wanted so much to cry out as i was walking to funan centre..but i hold back, cuz i shant worry..and cast all the anxiety and worries onto the lord. For He never fails to lose His beauty and wonder..

wed we are going to join the tp crusaders for their fellowship..how i long to see them! but apparently not all are as eager to go..some are lazy..some just couldnt be bothered.boo.another heart wreaking thing..we are the closest to tp crusaders..everytime i look at them i can smile all day long..hahas. people like lee huan, klement,phyllis,hansheng,paul..deren..always make me smile whenever i see them~*cheerios.

my grandma is very sick..her illnesses are too many to count and i shant name em out..just manage to put her to bed..sitting by her bed and talking to her as gently as i could to make her feel as ease.she slowly touches my leg..and moves up and down slowly..A smile slowly spread across her wrinkled face as she rises her head and peered at me.' how strong you have grown my dear grandchild..'

a tear almost fell from my eye..i continued to joke with her and make her laugh..she loves someone to talk to her and keep her smiling..and that is the only thing that i guess i can do for her now..i recalled those wonderful moments when she could still chase me around and play with me..those memories will forever be etched in my mind..staring at her lifeless body now is like taking a knife and piecing through my heart..i longed for her to be in heaven with me when the Lord comes..but i have no courage to tell her how much God loves her..how much i love her..

i feel so helpless in so many situations.

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had a great time on sat! ahahs. we had a great rehearsal and had a great time being together ..hahas. the concert is going to be GOOD. and i meant it. yea ~ :)

the devil always uses the most beautiful and wonderful things to tempt us. *groans.

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Friday, July 08, 2005

just got know that my dear ex tuition teacher's dad contacted cancer.. life's seemed so fragile. He could have being gone in a poof.i wanted to sms her and let her know that i care, but i just dunno hw to..plua the fact that she is a non christian..

being reading 'boy meet girl' ..realize how much bgr can really affect one's own walk with God. And that depending on Him is all we have to do..in order for Him to reveal His wonderful and miraculous plans for us. I am afraid to make the wrong step too and thus i shall be careful and seek God in all the little things that im going to do in my life.. *cheerios

saw some beautiful pics that my frend paul had took..its really beautiful..wanna share with u guys out there..these pics always make me marvelled at the beautiful creations of God.. :)

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

ive being rotting at home for these past 2 days..boo.thanks to all who have either called or chatted with me online to save me from dying from boredom.LOLs. i miss stepping outside my doors and breathe in the fresh air! (oops.actually nt very fresh also la...) but anyways, im feeling much much better..as least i can turn one side whilst sleeping now..ahhas.instead of lying there liek a corpse.

hahas. anyways, nothin much too..just felt pampered these few days.Lols.like once in a lifetime thingy eh..ahhas. being eatin tons of fish these few days.. and drinking lots of yucky soups. pui.

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

im in pain.GOd please take away the pain..:)

i almost gave up in the operating threatre todae..cuz the pain was too unbearable. i will never forget the 1 hr that i spent in there, it seemed like eternity to me. I was smiling to myself and to everyone around me before the op, and everyone else was curious as to why the heck am i so happy when im going for op?ahhas. cuz i plainly wan everyone to know that Jesus is in my life and that nothing can make me unhappy or nervous.

God spoke to me when i was on the way to the hospital!

Deuternomy 31:6

Be strong and courageous! have no fear nor be at all in dread on their account, for it is the LOrd your GOd who is going with you.He will never fail nor forsake you.

was inside there and trying to tahan all the pain when suddenly the doctor says to the nurse : wah! the lump so big sia!' i was like totally DOTS. spoil my mood.ahhahs. shant describe any further..wait u guys got no appetite to eat..Lols.anyways..wanna thank my mummy, dots,cindy,nic,melissa,meiling,eunice who took time off to visit me. really appreciate it. thanks to all those who sms me and encourage me!hahas.love ya guys! *huggs*

pain is killing me. need to rest nw. :)

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thank God for sending so many people to encourage me when i need it the most~not only church frends..but also sch friends and also crusade friends..never knew that so many people actaully cared so much before..ahhas. anyways, im leaving soon..gonna be scary , but i shall be a strpng gurl and pull through yea? hahas. For God's plans are always wonderful and good. AMEn! cya!

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Monday, July 04, 2005

As i am fasting now..i shall pen down all the beautiful things that God had spoken to me

1) ' what you do, do it with all your heart as if doing it for the lord' col 3:23

yupps..indeed..i think i need to have this attitude when it comes to doing work in school..i realise that i've being pretty lazy when it come sto studying. thats me. the quiz is somewhat rite..i dun like studying.lols.but anyways , i shall try my best! yea..

2) 'wounds from a friend are better than many kisses from an enemy' proverbs 27:6

hahas. thank you God. just needed this at the right time. *cheerios*

3)'take pains with these things, be absorbed in them, so that your progress will be evident to all..' 1 tim 4:15

thank you ..cuz im currently having gastric pain from fasting..i shall persevere on, since i know that im doing this for a purpose.lOlx.

the end. i got a feeling tat im fainting soon.boo.pray that i will be alrite tml.yea!

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nowdays life's nt good. certain things popping up at once that i dun wanna mention.

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

feeling super sick nw..headache and nauseous feeling..happened after i had a race with colin at the void deck..ahhas.maybe cuz run too fast all of a sudden then all the blood rushed up to my head..

had a great practise todae! hahas. prac was real cool man~lOls. :) got to slp soon..service tml morning.. :P

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

thurs was yinghui's bdae and i went to meet her after class! ahhas. and we ate and slacked at coffeee bean for a while with jimmy..lOls.here are the pics..

dumb dumb jimmy..

the remains of our oreo cheese cake...

darling ying hui!

2 slackers...ahhas

had fun! loLS.

had prayer meeting yest in church..was really touched at how people are concern for me..that is why i can say that i love my church peeps a lot..far more than how much i love my actual family.. :) *cheerios

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