You gave it all for me , my soul desire, my everything all i am, is devoted to You.
how could i fail to see, you are the love that rescue me, and all i am, is devoted to You.
and oh, how could i not be moved lord here with You, so have Your way with me..
this is my cry, my one desire is to be where you are Lord Now and forever its more than a song my one desire is to be with You is to be with You, Jesus..
the one thing the one thing i ask.. is to be with You.
nothing can describe how i feel better than this song. nothing can replace that yearning i have to be in heaven with the Lord.nothing can explain that kind of love i have for the lord. and nothing can fill in that void in my heart except for the holy spirit..
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just reached home from meta dance..hahs. total coolness.:) met milton,bo chun aka martin and darling jess at 2pm to makan! ahhas. after that we went to gctc to help out in the cutting of papers for meta games..hhas. total coolness cans~ then poor bochun realised that he lost his wallet..then all of us went to help him to look for it..then thank God that he left it inside the bus and that it was being discovered at boon lay interchange..hahs.
then i acc him to take bus all the way to boon lay..hahs. crapped alot man..discovered him more through the crapps that we said..hahs. had fun man..:) then it took us like 1hr to travel here n there..hahs. good martin treated me drink from the ntus..Hoho.
then we went back to dance at 7! ahhas. wah dance rocks man! ahhas. we had so much fun ^_^ we learn quite fast today..hahs. the dance is super cool can..hahs. dance hafway still must run to wear jacket..hahs.but anyways..thank God for jiayi, our chronographer..hahs. she can dance really well eh..*claps hand* we are going to dance in jess's church on friday! ahhas. we need mirrors man..hahs. then we are going to meet up on sat morning to dance too! ahhas. going to dance again on the tues night when we go to katong hostel! ahahs. cant wait man! :)
im going to know so many more people during the meta..cuz me and ximen will be joining the ngee ann group..Hoho. at least i know sinyi and milton from there already..cant wait to discover and know more exciting people..:P
after dance went to the kopi tiam to makan dinner..its like 1030pm by then time we ended..hahs. we make so much noise when we were climbing the gates that the aunty from the coffee shop also know..hoho. then me, joanna, phyllis and jess really eat alot man! ahhas. eat so much till justin is stress by us..hahs. he die die also must eat finish his food..hhas. justin is super funny larhs..keep making us laugh until like mad.Hoho.
then bo chun, me, phyllis, amos and jess walked to the bus stop to take bus..hahs .we talked about our family line ..ahhs .im the da jia, jess is the da mei, bochun is the brother of mine..phyllis is the ah ma, amos is the ah gong..Hahs. really cannot stand us ah..laugh until like mad.Lols. i laugh until i almost fell over the curb. love these peeps man.hahs. ^^
great day! :P
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
darling crusades during the chalet!
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Monday, September 26, 2005
sunday
had a great service! hahas. jer lead the worship and the entire room was spirit filled.wonderful feeling..^^ hahas. after that went to sell the funfair tix with melissa..trying to convince those uncles to buy by using our beauty but to no avail.Hoho. but anyways..some did buy and we had fun larhs..hahs. after that went to northpoint with dearies to makan! with grace, vanessa, yinghui and cindy..Hoho. love them to bits larhs..all my cell members..hahs.
after that then went to eunice hse with yinghui! ahhas. actually wanna go see church guys play soccer after we slack a while at her hse..hhas. but after the 3 of us slept ah..slept all the way till 630pm eh..just nice the soccer ended already.hoho. we yakked and yakked at eunice bed ..hahs. toking about some crappy stuffs..wah, cannot put the 3 of us together man..sure laugh until like hyena. .luckily her parents not at home..hahs. if not sure use broom and chase us out..Hoho. after that watch jurassic park at her hse! ahhas. we scream like nobody's bis..hahs. scary kaes..the tuupid dino just popped out of the blue..hahs.
had a great day! today!
met yinghui in the morning to 'study'..hahs. actually wanna go to amk lib but after eating macs at northpoint we were too lazy to move our big butts to the lib so ended up studying and slacking at the macs..hahs. then we went to eunice hse again after she end her sch..hhas. studied a while, crapped a while then off i went to gctc to meet the rest for meta dance! Hoho!
met bo chun and darling jess at harbourfront..has.yak all the way to gctc then met the rest of the np crusaders..they are milton, justin and joanna. nice people..hahs. i think all crusaders are really nice..*smiles*
then we did a little warm up then we started learning! we are dancing to the song ' tell the world ' by planet shakers! cool song man! ahhas. and the moves are really cool too! ahhas. cant wait to learn more on wed! *laughs* we were laughing away and dancing funnyily away..hahs. had fun ..me , bochun and justin were chosen to dance to the 1st verse..the robotic part..cool man. poor ermei and joanna and milton hav to dance the ballerina part..hahs. but it looks really nice..^^
the chorus rocks man! ahhas. so far all of us managed to grasp the chorus..hahs. the verse we still anyhw dance..hhas. but anyways..thank God for allowing us to learn rather fast today and pray that our teacher will recover fast~ ^_^ cant wait for prac on wed and sat :)
then went to macs at harbourfront to makan with bo chun, phyllis darling and jess..hahs. had fun toking about our churches...:P then i reached home at 12am. boo. shall try not to come home so late..cuz my hse downstairs really got a lot of hooligans. scary.
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
monday to wed was totally wonderful in the chalet! ahhas.all of us play until we dun wanna go home man.! Great experience with God and fellow crusaders! *laughs*i love all the crusaders! *huggies*
God spoke to me sooo much during the chalet..hahs. if i were to name out everything..it will take ages man..so i'll just say those more major ones..:) we were having this mini sharing on the first night after the message that irene had given..then the gurls shared about our inner fears and desires. then after that i went to have quiet time with God then God amazingly spoke to me a verse for one of my gurls! ahhas. i was like smiling to myself immediately after i got the verse ^_^ the verse is proverbs 16:7 " when a man's ways are pleasing to the lord, even his enemies are at peace with him." its really amazing at how God can use me to encourage my sisters in christ.*smiles*God is good.
i was being challenged by irene to join and serve in crusade after my poly for one year. :) i would love to! but there will be challenges ahead..like family objections, peer pressure and money issues. But im sure if God wants me to go into that area, He will surely provide.:) im willing to take that step out of my comfort zone.*smiles* so i guess i will have to pray about wat God wants me to do after my poly years..cuz i totally have no idea about it..
after i talked with irene, we had worship..:) and God reasured me in a song named " trust andobey" the lyrics goes like this " trust and obey, for there is no other way." hahsoh my , God is really awesome. i have no words to describe hw beautiful He is.
i still miss the chalet! and i miss the wonderful fellowship that all of us had.hahs. But we still have to move on..Our vision is to have 2 alaoha chalets by the end of next year! hhas. cant wait man.!!
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
yohoo!
SAt~ went for leader's retreat at seletar country club..Hoho. met cindy, melz and lam at wdls to share cab to go inside..wah lao. the place is super ulu cans.hahs. if walk inside sure kana kidnapped by some bangdalesh people.Hoho. then we spent about 3/4 of our day there..hahs. the place is pretty. yea. nice ambience and nice scenery. heh . we reached there at around 8am..then had lessons and breaks and ended at 4pm. hahs. me cindy and titus manage to find a nice bar there..deserted though..and the place is really nice.hahs.cindy and i dont mind our boyfriends proposing to us there.hahs. *smile*
then after that uncle jeff drove us out! ahhas. thanks uncle jeff! :) then me and melz met yinghui at yishun control then we went to suntec! hahs. going to makan nydc at night man..super excited.hahs. then hang around suntec..shopping and eating..has. then we waited at nydc for tingting for about 1 HR? 0 _0 that woman ah.hahs. then darrel was working there..he is so funny larh..keep entertaining us and walking around. :P then we ate alot of stuffs ! super full..the pasta and the mud pie rocks! super sweet and yummy! nic, chris and helen came and joined us later ..hahs. they also ate alot too..Yummy. wat a blessed day man.we really had such a fun time,its being long since we really come out and eat like this ..:P
then we this 4 gurls went to esplande and yak away..had a nice time talking and crapping away..hahs. i just love those gurls! *huggies* then darrel ended his work then joined us as esplanade..:) then its home sweet home! reached home at 1am..almost wanted to go over to melz house and stayed..but house downstairs got alot of hooligans hanging around..somemore its like super late already.hahs. :)
great daY!
sunday nice day! ahhas. service rocks man! i just love sunday services.hahs. then went to food court and yak away with yinghui, cindy and mindy.hahs. that mindy woman is super funny..laugh until i almost choke on my food.Hoho. then went to walk around with melz and cindy and regina..
then melz and i went to city hall to meet paully..hahs. had a nice day catching up with him..being long since i last saw him man..hahs. went to walk around ..eat ..and slack. guess all of us were tired then we went home at around 6 plus. *bleahs*
then went to my aunty's hse..hahs. wah piang..she cook super alot man! *faints* first is dinner..hahs. super full. got pork chop..fish..veg..soup..after dinner is fruits and mooncakes! *faints* eat until my eyes almost popped out.lOls.after that we went down to the pool s ide and play lanterns! hhas. we almost set the whole place on fire...my cousins la..run around and scream like nobody's bis..hahs. some of them almost dropped into the pool.hoho.
then we went up and my aunty cooked 10 CRABS! wah.. its suuupppper nice cans.... steamed and chilli ones..hahs uncle ter and his 2 sons nicholas and ryan came..hahs the crabs super hot cans! ahhas. my whole family eat until the mouth swollen! we all laugh and cry as we eat the crabs larhs..hahs. laugh cuz we all look super funny..hahs. crying cuz too hot larh.. my aunty stand there looking at us suffer..hahs. then she went to put some ice water on the table then we chiong and drink like mad..the crabs is super hot but nice.hah. we all look like sausages after that.hahs.
spent the whole night peeing away. drank too much water. *faints*
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Friday, September 16, 2005
today is a peaceful and beautiful day. :)
went over to my aunt's place early in the morning to help her prepare all her food..hahs. i cut and fry potatoes larhs.cut the fruits ..mirante the chickens l..make the drinks .Lols. had fun ! got to know a hwa chong gurl who graduated from nus ..she'e nice..just came to work in my uncle's office. :)
then i took uncle how wee's car to east coast! ahhas. we yak n yak all the way there..hahs. he's super funny and nice ..:P he ah..the wife at home just give birth he still run out..naughty seh. :P anyways..had fun at the bbque! ahhas. ate ALOT man. its SUPER windy! ahhas. and its really windy! i enjoyed myself alot..hahs.
the sea and sky were really beaitiful and peaceful.wished to stay there for the whole night ..:) tok to my grandma about God and prayers ..hahs. thank God for such a wonderful opp to tok to her about our beautiful God..*Smiles*
i just felt wonderful today..beats me as to why i feel that..hahs. just keep smiling to myself at how wonderful God can be. hahs. then enjoyed myself at the back of my uncle's lorry as i stare up into the endless skies..marvelling at the depth of God's love for us.hahs. i wondered how it is like to be in heaven ..:) going to be great for sure. hahs. thank yeww God for such a BEautiFul DAy!
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
yest!!! *chalet night! *
had a wonderful nite with my dearies at east coast park yest! ahhas. met shu en , mossie and weilOng at bedok! hoho. then went to take bus then because that en en larhs..make us alight one bus stop earlier..then have to walk so far*faints* hahs. but had fun larhs..crapping an kajiao-ing poor shu en..Hoho. those guys are super tall and funny! hahas. cant stop laughing at them man..Lols.
then met all the dearies ! ahhas. had total fun man..hahs. wah ..we had fun bbqueing man..tok and ate alot..i eat so much hotdogs and crabsticks till we scared already.*faints.* total we got like 3 plates of crabsticks on the table? *Rolls eyes* then we went to a table then that ying and chickie keep on burning the mashmallows and making them crispy..hahs. then keep gorging us with it..wah piang. they play with it then we eat..Lols. eat until we scared sia..hahs
then something really funny and sad happened to darling candy! ahhas. me and shu en laughed for super long larhs!..Hoho.shant elaborate it out..Lols.it had got something to do with hotdogs and drainS..Hahs. :P
then was like strolling with the rest on the beach when ying and yiyang ran over and the rest and they grabbbed me up and wanna throw me into the sea! wah piang..hahs.shld have hear me scream man..hahs. as if end of the world like that..hahs. luckily they didnt ah! ahhas. if not i will chase and whack them until siao man.hahs.then they just lay me on the sand and ran away larhs..smart eh. :P
then tok tok..laugh laugh..crap crap..then finally its time to go home..boo hoo. then waved and shouted byes to all then went to take a bus..Boo. took 76 alone..too bad..all the rest live so far away from me..hahs.
but anyways..alot of people sms me man..then keep me entertain all the way till yck..Lol.then since joul sms me saying that he's bored at wdls causeway..then i went to take the last train to go there and meet him..Lols. its like already 1230am when i reached wdls..hahs. but anyways..joseph was there too..we were yakking ..starin at the sky..toking crappy stuffs. had fun with those guys larhs.they are really nice :)
hahs. reached home at 3am and slept at 4am. SUper tired and orh ba kah now.. *bleahs*
then they send me home in a cab and they help me pay.hahs. nice guys eh.:)
today!
went to sentosa in the morning with nicky, melz , simon and exzkiel! had fun! ahhas. these people ah..gave me 20 over calls in the morning just to wake me up..ahhas. and i feel so bad cuz i kept hanging up their phone..LOls. but i still made it eh.Hoho. wah! im just a little tanned..know why? cus tuupid me go and put sun block when i wanna tanned my hands and legs.. and i was like complaing that i wasnt tanned despite that blazing sun..:P
had fun with the peeps man.hahs. :) oh yahs..melz did some matirx thingy on the mrt that sent all of us laughing like mad.LOLS. shant elaborate any further..if not i will not live to see tmr..*bleahS*
then went to meet irene, klement, deren and amos to discuss abt the chalet again! ahhas. tatal coolness..cant wait to go for it man.hahs. oh yahs.im joining the dance for meta! ahhas. cant wait for the prac on wed. *bleahs* and yahs..after the meeting at 9pm i still went to church for tuition..hahs. im nuts man. *bleahs.* fuN DAy!
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
monday
yohoo! went to gctc with klement, deren,bo chuin,phyllis,simon,amos to discuss about the chalet on tues! ahhas. SUPER exciting larhs..cant wait man! :) ahhas. had a fruitful time worshipping, yakking away and crapping man.hahs. great discussion and fun with the peeps.Hoho. then i went to meet melz darling for dinner with her family!ahhas.
then met kunfu whilst buyin food..wat a coincidence.hahs.he study until the whole face white colour.lOls.anyways..then went shopping with melz..hahs. crazy gurls. fun day!
today
met simon to go to carrefour to check out the prices for the food for the chalet..! ahhas. had fun larhs..crapping and bullying that guy..hahs. came home and had tons of stuffs to do! signing up for meta..informing people to join meta..the nw program for chalet, my project..Bible study materials..blar blar.hahs. *bleahs* life is enriching and fulfiling in God. :)
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
JUST UP THE ROAD Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if one stops the car, or is walking by, one will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing.Listening, one will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, one will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As one stands and watches these two friends, one sees how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where he is trusting that she will not lead him astray. Like the owner of these two horses, God does not throw us away just because we are not perfect or because we have problems or challenges. He watches over us and even brings others into our lives to help us when we are in need. Sometimes we are the blind horse being guided by God and those whom He places in our lives. Other times we are the guide horse, helping others see God. beautiful story isnt it? got it from my frend paul's blog :) here is a link, showing a flash clip about Jesus. Its beautiful, watch it and discover God's amazing grace and love for us. *smiles.* http://www.hechosethenails.net/#null
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
thanksgiving! today is a wonderful daY! hahs. had dg at 2pm with gerlisa at forum mac..wow.amazing man..hahs. i was praying that i will pass all the knowledge onto her as we go about the materials and that we are able to fellowship with one another..hahs. and things turned out even better then i thought! we had so much fun toking and yakking away! ahhas. we had fun during the bible study mans..:) thank you God! You are really a mysterious and awesome God.:) glad to know that she enjoyed herself too..cant wait to meet up again next week!ahhas. then went to meet lee huan to discuss about the games for the chalet! ahhas. totally awesome! cuz we are not the 'games people' so its like a big challenge for us..we prayed and gave thanksgiving at coffee bean cuz other places were like super packed..hahs. wa..didnt know that we were like twin sisters! similiar in so many ways! ahhas. thank God that we finally get to go out and do some catching up man..ahhs . cant wait to go out again..ahhs .going to have so much fun together during the chalet and the meta! :P thank God for allowing us to come up with so many games despite that fact that we noe nuts about games..hahs. really amazing man.:) then went to causeway to meet joey,simon,.kokmeng,josiah,nic ,ezekiel,ben for dinner! ahhas. had kfc and enjoyed myself alot..fun fellowship.Lols. :) thank God for such a fulfilling daY.! *cheerios
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
hahs .had fun nehs. went to the clementi woods park in the morning then got attacked by the multitude of ants there! wah..the whole park is like infested with those ants nest cans..scary.coultnt upload the pics cuz there's a prob with the infra red..but anyways..had fun with yuhui,cannon(kenneth) and chickie! hahs .slack around and walk here n there taking pics.hhas. then went to lot 1 to makan..after that went to find mummy at grandma hse then we went shopping with my bro too!
had fun man..shopped till my legs are cracking..then we went to sushi tei at paragon to makan..wah..anyhow eat also can sum up to $66. -_- super ex. nvm lar..once in a year ..Hoho. :P
here are some of the interesting verses that i've learnt this few days..:) " the greatest love of all came from above in the form of Jesus Christ" isaiah 12:9 " But HE said to me ' my grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' therefore i will boast all the more about my weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me." God is a God that hides, so that we can constanly seek and find HIm. [ isaiah ]
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Monday, September 05, 2005
*cheerios!*
had a fun day !..went to find mummy for lunch then had a time of catching up with her..:) then went to find joel, jimmy,joulbert and hansheng for pool..hahs.thought that irene and evonne would be there..but they went off so early..Boohoo.but anyways..had a nice time crapping there and bullying the guys..:P
then went to meet nic then went to safra to meet joel,simon,ben and ananad for swimming! ahhas . i didnt swim though..hahs.just went there to slack..we reached like at 8pm lar..hahs.then they guys went to swim around then that tuupid joel kept splashing water at me.hahs. i sat there..enjoying the nice ambience..romantic music and stuffs..staring at the sky..tok on the phone for a while..read my notes.hahs.nice time just to be alone for a while.:)
then the guys went to bathe then we went to makan! hahs. the cutlet is nice though..really had fun yakking with the dudes away..Hoho. cant wait to go to sentosa eh! *smiles*
ohs.. here's a verse that i learnt..:)
1 peter 3:8 "Finally all of you, live in harmony with one another, be sympathetic, love as brothers,be compassionate and humble.Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult,but with blessing.Because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing ."
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
Thank God for such a beautiful day! hahs. it was great worshipping the lOrd during service today..the Lord's presence is indeed within us and flowing through us..Hahs. Woot! hahs. its a great experience leading worship together as a team..to be used by God as one body. its awesome! God used this verse to speak to me :
Heb 12:28 " therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful and so worship God with reverence and awe."
wow..its really amazing at how God can just speak to me so directly..*smiles*
today is fun! hahs. after service went to northpoint and makan with yinghui, melissa,cindy and grace..wah lao..tok and crap until like mad..hahs.really love these babes! Thank God for each and everyone of them...really love spendig time with my sisters..:)
after that went to take neos! ahhas.finally an amzing thing happened! Np got neo print shop! Hoho. then me, lam, melissa,cindy and yinghui went to take! nice eh!LOLS. wah lao..one of the pics got one shit on my head la..*faints*
we had fun doing lots of retarded faces..hahs. then went home with jos lam and cindy..slept a while at home then managed to drag myself to meet lam and the rest for jogging at yishuN! arGh. my butt's getting bigger till i cant even walk properly.hhas. lazy to exercise man..but anyways..go there to slack and have fun anyways..
wah piang..i think age is really catching up on me man..jog like 1.2 km and im already like haf dead..hahs. weiyi, nic , lam, mels , grace and pris were jogging too..hahs. fun seh..got this crazy ah pek jog like mad ..keep jogging and jogging non stop..see him also stress..hahs. then went to walk walk around then went to aunty's hse for dinner!
just came back eh..wah.all my uncle's relatives came over..majiam like new year like that..run here n there helping to set the table la..cut fruits la..take dishes la..pour drinks la..all in my stinky running shirt and pants. -_- aunty dun allow me to bathe until i have finished helping them..evil woman.hahs. but i had fun still..Hoho.
here are the pics take on sat! hahs.
during worship prac..:)
Nicky = bassist! ezekiel = pianist! ben ben!! drummer!!! praying time~~ my backups! :) me josie and titu :P
marcus the guitarists! retarded me and lam~ guys makaning~:) me and lam neh~ daniel the blur guy.. drunK looking NIc~ (after makaning dino leggy) :P acting cool me and Joee..~ sausage lips daniel..hOho the Hunks! joel trying to seduce Nic..hahs. ximen Zi~ Joel! hahs. mouth majiam swollen like that..:P chris! ArH! chilli too Hot! dino leggy..hUngry? :P
went to Ps on sat with those guys and we had fun! ahhas. :) *Smiles.
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Friday, September 02, 2005
today will be the last day of sch! this will be the last time that we will be together in a class..now thats is major sadness cans..im going to miss all of em so much after that..thank God we are still having bbque during the hols..hahs. :)
here are some pics that we took..hoho.
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for all of you who miss kuok keen..here are the updated pics ! hhas.
aku and chick!
me and darling shu en! *smiles
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
yohoo! just reached home..had a great day.hahs. didnt go to class today and met eunice and yinghui in the afternoon to makan laksa then off to church to 'study'..hahs. i was like sleeping like a log in amos room while the gurls are studying away..eh.raining somemore..i was like wrapped like a dumpling by the blanket..shiok seh. hoho.
then after that borrowed grace's unbrella then went to meet dorcas, charlton and joel to go to nus for the GIG talk! hahas. total coolness.NUs is super bIg! hahas . we were like WOW when we reached there..people got car la..bike la..hahs. then we really benefited alot from the talk..its about how to ask good questions when coversing with someone..including christians..non christians or anyone else..:)
learnt about the three Ds that we all as christians have to do 1)Declaration of the gospel to everyone around us 2)defending of the gospel 3)dialoging of the gospel (having a decent conversation with the non christians) after that me dorcas and joel got lost in nus !hahas~it took us rather long to get out of that monstrous building..:( thank God some kind souls directed us to the bus stop..hahs. then we yak yak at macs and me and joel continued yakking on the train whilst on the way home..:) greatday!
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SUNKISSED*ME
NAme:ChinNy CHin CHin
School:Republic Poly year 3!
Affliations: Yishun Christian Church(anglican) and RP CrusadE!
LOves: GOD and my bros and sis in Christ!
Hometown:woodlands!!
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