He had being speaking alot to me so much during my quiet times these days that i really MUST share the joy with u guys out there too! *Smiles*
I have being praying that God will send me out into the harvest field to gain the lost for Him in China. And I have being praying that may His will will prevail and that he will soften the hearts of my aunty and my daddy to allow me to go for mission :)
here is what God told me just now during Qt!! ^^
Luke 10:2-4 " He told them, the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore to send out workers into His harvest field.Go! I am sending you out like lambs among wolves." Luke 10 :16 " He who listens to you listens to me, he who rejects you rejects me.but he who rejects me rejects teh one who sent me." Luke 10:38-41 [ at the home of mary and martha] - the Lord is reminding me to be like mary, to know what is best for myself.To listen and sit at the feet of Jesus listening to His teachings instead of being too busy worrying about getting things done . :)
Luke 11:9-13 " Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you shall find.knock and the door will be opened to you.For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - God is giving me a promise! For as long as i ask according to His will, He will answer it! ^^
Luke 12:5 " Fear Him who after the killing of the body has power to throw you into hell."
-remind me to fear God instead of humans(aunty and daddy). For humans can only kill the body but God have the power to kill not only the body but to send us into hell too.
Last verse!
Luke 12 :11-12 " When you are brought before authorities, do not worry about how you will defend yourselves of what you will say, for the Hold Spirit will teach you what you should say." - thank God for this verse! Cuz next week im going to speak to my family regarding the mission again. And God ensure me that the Holy Spirit will give me the right things to say at the right time! Amazing and awesome God! ^^
I was so joyful after my quiet time that i cant wait to share with other people ! hee. ^^
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
time to update! Christmas is getting nearer and im getting more bz.*bleahs.
things that i am doing.hahs. lazy to elaborate..
- dancing for xmas service :) - carolling today later at specialists centre at 7pm! -going for team meetings for Gen12 II ! ^^ - going for meta night living free streams conference form 27 - 29! -having a time of catching up with Ps wee.! - going out with friends! wee!
hee. God is really good. even though my family have yet to allow me to go for mission in E.A. , I trust in God that His plans are ALWAYS the best for me. Amen.^^
Anyways, had a great team meeting yest! hahas. reallly so blessed by my team :) thank God for their encouraging prescence and their fun personality. What evan said was right, crusade is where we find true friends where we can turn to anyone for help :)
"If anyone would come after me,he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it."Luke 9:23-27 Luke 9:62 " No one who puts his hand into the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God."
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Friday, December 16, 2005
Dear fellow bros and sis in Christ! ^^
im going for a mission to east asia for 30 days during march next year. my family is strongly against it and do pray for their hearts to be soften! Do take part in the great commission by praying together with me yea? ^^ - hUggS-
lurvee u all!
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
hahs! time to update! being super busy nowadays till im lazy to update! woot!
im in the E.A team! yiPpe! hahas. Thank God for such wonderful team mates! hee they are tina (SP) , evangeline(SP) , rachel (NP), samantha(NP), zhen yang(SP), Joel (RP) and christine. they rock can! hee. totally great bros and sis in Christ. :)
hahas. i found a twin sis! hee. she's tina! hahas. we cant stop laughing when we are together..ahhs. being going SP so much within this week for worship training that i can walk to the crusade room myself without getting lost.Whee~hee.
oh! the highlights of this week! hee. shant tok about the other things that i did in this week..too mani things alreadi.:P lets tok about the BOLD TRUTH RALLY on 13 dec ! it ROCKS! hahas. met up with RP crusaders to go together..hee. the church is super near to Sp man.Lols.i saw so mani familiar faces there! hee. i was like running here n there to tok to people. :P saw valerie koh,weijie, ariel! hee. and many crusaders from all the other polys :)
well. the worship by sevendays is realli good :) and Josh macdowell is a GREAT speaker~ yupps.shared his personal testimony and that is really amazing. They showed a skit too, and a short video from the passion of the Christ. That really touched my heart and one sentence that Josh said really spoke to me too. " even if i am the only person on Earth, God will still send Jesus to die on the cross for us."
amazing. God is really so real and evident in our lives~ *smiles.
Josh is an intelligent man.In order to prove that Christ didnt exist, he spent 13 years doing that! He did that to refuke his christians friends. But after so many studies , he finally came to one conclusion. CHRist is REAL. yupps! one day he committed his life to Christ and he was changed! *smiles* nothing's more beautiful than sharing how God had changed ur life. :)
his talk really touched my heart and yupps! i did learnt a whole lot from him yea~ :)
yea~ barnabas redelicated his life to Christ! thank God! hee. after the talk, stayed around and yakked with crusaders then went home with sinyi :) shared a bit and prayed with her at the playground near our house..do pray that God will grant her strengt hand refresh her again..yea~
alot more to say..lazy to type alreadi. want to know anything just ask me face to face ba..hee.*ciaos!
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
you are happy-go-lucky!! you have a happy outlook on life and are always cheering people up. you are a nice person that everybody likes. you make few a\enemies, if any and alot of very close friends. you may not be the most popular kid in school but everyone knows your name. you are very outgoing and funny. people hav fun around you!! you make everyone smile!! :)
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
You like to voice your well thought out opinions on your blog.And if someone doesn't what you write, you really don't care!Serious and blunt, sometimes people take your blog the wrong way.But you're a true and loyal friend to those who truly get you.
The Lady passenger Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. When i arrived at 230am, the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice , wait a minute, and then drive away.But , I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation.Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance.I reasoned to myself.So i walked to the door and knocked. "just a minute" answered a frail, elderly voice.I could head something being dragged across the floor.After a long pause, the door opened.A small woman in her 80's stood before me.She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940 movie.By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years.All the furniture was covered with sheets.There were no clocks on the walls , no knickknacks or utensils on the counters.In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware. "would you carry my bag to the car?" she said.I took the suitcase to the cab, and then returned to assist the woman.She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb.She kept thanking me for my kindness."it's nothing" I told her." i just try to treat my passengers the way i would want my mother treated.""oh, you are such a good boy."She said.When we got into the cab, she gave me an address, and then asked, "would you drive me through downtown?""its not the shortest way." i answered quickly."Oh, i dont mind."She said. "im in no hurry.im on my way to a hospice."I looked in the rear view mirror. Her eyes were glistening."i dont have any family left," She continued." The doctor says i dont have very long." I quietly reached over and shut off the meter. "what route would you like me to take?" i asked. For the next two hours, we drove through the city.She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator.We drove through the neighbourhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newly weds. She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing. As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, "im tired.Let's go now." We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico.Two olderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up.they were solicitous and intent,watching her every move.They must have being expecting her.I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door.The woman was alreadi seated in a wheelchair."How much do i owe you?" she asked, reaching into her purse. "nothing" i said. "you have to make a living."she answered. "there are other passengers."i responded. Almost without thinking, i bent and gave her a hug.She held onto me tightly."You gave an old woman a little moment of joy," She said."Thank You." I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light.Behind me, a door shut.It was the sound of the closing of a life. I didnt picked up any more passengers that shift.I drove aimlessly lost in thought.For the rest of that day, i could hardly talk.What if that woman had gotten an angry driver, or one who was impatient to end his shift?What if i had refused to take the run. or had honked once , then drive away?On a quick review, i dont think that i have done anything more important in my life. We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments.But great moments often catch us unaware- beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
tues had cell outing! woot. hahas. had fun shopping and walking around..then its dinner at the spagetti house! heh heh.. nice can~ yummie. a great deal i would say..$5 for a set meal ..^^ after that we had lots of pics taken! hee. a fun day i had!lurve my cell mates lotsa!
wed met up with crazy eunice to go shOpping! Woot! ^^ hahas. met her at 2pm then we went to walk around the whole of far east..orchard..urban warehouse..hee. and also douby gaut. walk until my leg wanna burst man..has. but had fun with that crazy woman. lols.
wah..we were so dumb man.hee. we wanna take a lift up to see how does chinablack looks like from the entrance..hahs. w keep pressing lvl 12 but canot seem to go up..then the lift went up to the 6th lvl then stop there! then somemore the lights off suddenly..wah eunice and me were so scared and thought that its some ghost building or something..hahs.then i anyhow press the lift then the door open! phew.hahs. shld have seen our faces..like just seen some ghost or something..:P but anyways..hahs. we discovered that the lvl was blocked cuz the chinablack havnt open yet.hahs. -_-
i bought a jacket for 9.90 onli eh! hahas. eunice bought a denim jacket for onli 15 bucks man..great deal at urban warehouse..hah. we go there like dig for gold liek that..lols. anyways..we bough earrings too..Lols.the aunty there so good..^^ bought 2 pairs for 6.50..:P
after that we went to meet melz for dinner at amk! hee. hanged around amk central..shop and yakked a while..^^ really walk around till my leg rot man.hee
a great and fun day with my dearies! ^^
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SUNKISSED*ME
NAme:ChinNy CHin CHin
School:Republic Poly year 3!
Affliations: Yishun Christian Church(anglican) and RP CrusadE!
LOves: GOD and my bros and sis in Christ!
Hometown:woodlands!!
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