oooh lala! SUNKISSED*

Friday, February 16, 2007

vday! = )

Spent vdae with a bunch of great people!
phyllis
ester
joshua
joel
ivin
josel
angela
ron

this is what i do when i reached kallang with ester= )

then joel came and joined us too! = )

We went to eat korean steamboat!Yummie.reminds me of the food back in EA =)

girls!

brothers!

yum yum.

hah! ivin acting cool= )

walked to the macs over at national stadium after dinner and sat there and talked = ) i thank Jesus for all these precious bros and sis in Christ. They really allow me to know that i never walk alone in this journey with the Lord. = ) And its amazing to know how many people are praying and encouraging me in this period when im struggling to go to EA. All glory to Jesus!

Many exciting things to update too! = )

will update again tml! Happy new year to all! *waves

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Friday, February 09, 2007

Probably one of the toughest time of my life.

Too many things are running in my head and i cant even get to sleep last night cuz my mind was too active.

Grandpa passed away and i miss him.
Cant seemed to get permission to go to EA yet.
wanting to share Christ to my unsaved family.
and the list goes on...

In the midst of chaos in my life, i was asking God to show Himself real to me.

This is what He said..

"All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.

There fore we do not lose heart! Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day, for our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.

So we fixed our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, for what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”

Thank You Jesus. I will not lose heart and I will focus on what is unseen rather than what is seen. All I want is to give You greater glory. Much more than You deserve. Help me Lord.All I ask is that You be with me in this painful process. I want emerge a new being, a woman after Your heart.

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Sunday, February 04, 2007

Wells. my dad rejected me again.

just when i was feeling a little discouraged and helpless on how to ask my dad again. This is how my dear heavenly Father spoke to my heart.=)

Obedience With a Cost

GIF Today God Is First, by Os Hillman

Ever since I went to Pharaoh to speak in Your name, he has brought trouble upon this people, and You have not rescued Your people at all. - Exodus 5:23

Have you ever felt like you have been obedient to the Lord for something He called you to do and all you get are more roadblocks? This is the way Moses felt. When Moses went to tell Pharaoh to release the people because God said so, Pharaoh simply got angry and made the people make bricks without straw. Moses caught the blame for this from the people. Moses was just learning what obedience really means in God's Kingdom. You see Moses had not even begun to release plagues upon Egypt. He hadn't even gotten started yet in his calling, and he was complaining about his circumstances. There were many more encounters with Pharaoh to come, and many more plagues with no deliverances in sight. Why would God tell Moses that He is going to deliver them and not do it?

It was all in timing. God never said when He was going to deliver. He just said He would. In the next chapter, we find Moses arguing with God about not being capable of the job God had called him to:

But Moses said to the Lord, "If the Israelites will not listen to me, why would Pharaoh listen to me, since I speak with faltering lips?" Now the Lord spoke to Moses and Aaron about the Israelites and Pharaoh king of Egypt, and He commanded them to bring the Israelites out of Egypt (Exodus 6:12-13).

Do you get the feeling God was losing His patience?

God had a good reason for His delays. He said, "And the Egyptians will know that I am the Lord when I stretch out My hand against Egypt and bring the Israelites out of it" (Ex. 7:5). God not only wanted the people of Israel but also the Egyptians to know Him. It would be the greatest show of God's power on earth.

God often causes delays in our lives that we cannot understand. Sometimes it seems our obedience is not getting rewarded. Jesus said He learned obedience through the things He suffered (see Heb. 5:8). Imagine that - Jesus having to learn obedience. What does that say for you and me? Sometimes God's delays are simply because He wants more glory in the situation, more recognition, more Christ-likeness in you and me through greater patience and obedience. Faint not, for the promise may yet come.

WOW! Thank You heavenly Daddy for the timely comfort and assurance! Yes i will hold on and trust in You that You will make a way, =)

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Friday, February 02, 2007

just edited this! pretty!

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